Have there ever been a time where a person lose site of what they want? The reason I am bringing this up again is that I think I am losing faith again. That is not something that is easy for me to say. I had goal what I want to complete by the end of the year, but I am nowhere near or halfway close to completing that. That is not that unusual for people to set goals and wait until the last minute to accomplish it.
This is something that a lot of people tend to do, and that is okay for me to not be done even though it is almost October. I did set a goal, but the most important thing is that I have not given up on my goal. When life throws you unexpected curve balls, that does not mean that you stop working for your goals. It just means it will take you a little bit more time than you expected.
One of the great challenges of life, is that each day you never know what you are going to get. It also could all be over within the blink of an eye. That is something that a lot of people tend to forget about life. It can all be over before you realize it. The most important thing is for you to believe that you can do it, no matter how long it takes in the end it will all be worth it. Rome was not built in a day, and neither what you are working on, just give it time.
Time is it relevant or is it objective
Is it a curse or a cure?
Is it love or hate?
Is it right or wrong?
Is it the soul, or the heartbeat?
Can it be brought or touch?
Is it now or later?
Is it ready for us to see?
Could it be you and me?
Or would it be waste if we let it go.
Back to life as if nothing has change
Yet as I look around only dust and dirt remain
From the people that used to hang around the corner store
To the old man begging for change down the way.
You rush to check on your love ones
Then you remember that they are not there
The children are not running around outside
And the oil is no longer dripping from your uncle’s car
The shelter you hid in is suddenly gone
But there is a light that is shining bright over there
You see a familiar face that has been gone for years
When you touch her face it makes you feel real?
As soon as you turn your head, she is gone with the dust
Like the man down the street or the neighbor in the front yard
As you look around trying to see if this is real
You wake up and weep for things that has disappeared.
I just felt as if I needed to write something so I wrote this. I am still figuring it out.
How do you get over missing something that you never knew that you missed. The last couple of days, weeks, months, and years you will learn that it is not easy being alone. I really don’t know what to say right now, I just feel like I need to say something. I have a feeling that things are about to get worse, and I don’t know how to feel or adjust. That is something that a lot of people are feeling right now, but you have to learn how to get over it and move differently.
I don’t know what to really say or write now, but it is time to do everything that you want to do, and you have no reason not to. Your time is now and the door is open it is up to you to walk in or let it close. Make sure you chose wisely.