I saw this and was amazed at it’s beauty.
The sun came up today.
This was the first time I got to see its light become to be.
It came up slow, first peeking out the trees, then over the mountain top.
This morning was different.
It was cold, and not the wind breezy was a little too high.
Something was off I could not figure out why.
I look around and I did not see you.
I did not feel your morning breath of my neck, the smell of your morning drink from the kitchen.
The smell of you.
It hit me right then and there that you were not here.
I would not be able to share these moments with you.
Who would have guessed that my first morning sunrise would be your sunset?
I saw the sun today.
I cannot remember the last time I saw it.
I tend to stay away from the morning light.
It was never my favorite time of day, but it was yours.
That was one of the reasons I stayed away.
This day, I decided to get up with the dusk of the sun,
And then maybe my day would be great.
The day you left was not bright at all.
I saw a light, but it was a dark light.
A light I am becoming use to seeing.
My life has change since the day we meet.
I was cold and lonely, and you were red hot.
Then we started to build, but all I did was tear it all down.
I wish we could start over, but I know that cannot be.
You are gone somewhere, and I hope you are happy.
You will always be my sunshine, but the dark will always hold me dear.
Today is here
Yet I feel like I am in the past.
I look to you for my future
But all I see is the destruction from your tears.
Did my voice make you cry?
Or my attitude make you wonder why.
I tried to make you happy and glow like the sun
But it seems I only left muddy in the dust of the moon.
I do not know if this will make things right
All I know is that I will try my best.
Your tears will no longer make a river from my pain
Your heart will only beat from my love
And we will once again be one.
When I see you again?
Or when I find you again
You will know my love is one.