Poem: Loneliness

It is the last day of loneliness.

All my hopes and dreams are coming to true.

I get to wake up to you and see the rays of life that has bless you.

You smile will be my alarm, and you laugh will keep me warm.

The hours are ticking by, and I can feel you creeping up next to me.

It is feeling that I never want to leave.

It is a way of life that I have only dream.

Could this be, could my destiny finally be fulfilled.

The hours and minutes keep disappearing.

The day I have wanted to share with someone is upon us.

Now if only this was not a dream.

Then it would be perfect.

Sadly, it is, the loneliness resides still in my heart.        

This is the day that my cut only grew deeper.

The day you left me, and loneliness became my way of life.

I have it all, yet I have nothing.

I wish you would come back, but sadly you want.

I guess it on to the next day of loneliness.

Poem: If

If the water stop will rain not come?

If the world is moving, why am I still?

If dreams come true, why are mines nightmares.

If the sun always shine, why am not warm.

If you meant for me, why are we not one.

If we are together, why am I always alone.

If this real answer my call.

There are no more if about.

If this is real, why am I me.