Poem: Heart

This is something that I never could imagine

A sense that I never knew I had.

An emotion that I never knew how to show.

I will never forget that day

When it all came to me as once,

But I am always trying to forget the day

It all came down like the Niagara Falls.

It went just as soon as it came.

It was all my fault, yet I almost blame you.

Was it something that I said,

Or was it my actions towards the unknown.

All I can say is that I was wrong.

You held me when I was down, even though you were down.

I was evil,

Yet you were kind.

I was need,

And you gave me your heart.

One day I hope to right this wrong,

And have you back in our home.

Deep down I know it cannot be.

There was an angel needed, and you were the one to answer that call.

Now I just wait and prey, hoping that feel me giving my heart to you.

Poem: Light

The show is over.

It is time to say goodbye.

Though you would like to stay awhile.

The sun has come and gone.

The moon is now basking in its light.

You go back to the day the light went away.

The dark was all that help you.

All that covers you and yet it was also all that scared you.

You thought tomorrow was wrong and today was right.

Then one day the moon gain light.

It showed you hope.

You were no longer in the dark.

You were now walking in your light.

This is still a work in progress.

Hot Girls Wanted

This post is for mature audiences. Hot Girls Wanted (2015) is a documentary film by Jill Bauer and Ronna Gradus; about the lives of girls who are in amateur porn. The film follows the lives of young women between the ages of 18-25. The film shows how these sweet and innocent your girls get involved in the porn industry without really knowing.

This was an interesting film for me. It showed me how a simple ad posted on craigslist can change so many young girls’ lives. The message usually says “free trip to Miami,” and so many girls fall for it every time. The film follows a couple of amateur porn stars, one of them goes by the porn name of “Stella May” (her real name is Tressa Silguero.) She was one of the sweet innocent high school cheerleader, who saw an ad on craigslist and thought this was her chance to leave her small town. So one day that is what she did, without telling her parents anything. Her story is highlighted the most throughout the film.

Overall I would say that this documentary was more informational than anything else. These are sad stories, for the fact the girls would throw away their lives for a little bit of fame and money. To make things worse they have at least three months to either make it in the industry, and if they don’t they will mostly have to go back to their regular lives.  The message I think that this film was trying to make was how easy it is for young girls to get trick into something