Back to life as if nothing has change
Yet as I look around only dust and dirt remain
From the people that used to hang around the corner store
To the old man begging for change down the way.
You rush to check on your love ones
Then you remember that they are not there
The children are not running around outside
And the oil is no longer dripping from your uncle’s car
The shelter you hid in is suddenly gone
But there is a light that is shining bright over there
You see a familiar face that has been gone for years
When you touch her face it makes you feel real?
As soon as you turn your head, she is gone with the dust
Like the man down the street or the neighbor in the front yard
As you look around trying to see if this is real
You wake up and weep for things that has disappeared.
I just felt as if I needed to write something so I wrote this. I am still figuring it out.
How do you get over missing something that you never knew that you missed. The last couple of days, weeks, months, and years you will learn that it is not easy being alone. I really don’t know what to say right now, I just feel like I need to say something. I have a feeling that things are about to get worse, and I don’t know how to feel or adjust. That is something that a lot of people are feeling right now, but you have to learn how to get over it and move differently.
I don’t know what to really say or write now, but it is time to do everything that you want to do, and you have no reason not to. Your time is now and the door is open it is up to you to walk in or let it close. Make sure you chose wisely.
There always seems like there is not enough time in the world to do anything lately. This year has start off in between for me. There are some good days and some bad days, but I am not sure where to go. There is a lot of things that I want to do, but it always seems as if there is no time for me to do. This seems like something I have wrote or said before. Let’s switch it up a bit.
Time is money as they say, and I do believe that. There are some people that would only use you or call you when you they need something that will benefit them, and more than likely hurt you. This can be a bad thing, but it also can be good thing. This is a life lesson that you make need to understand.
Something that I have learn over the years is that the dollar is not important. Sure you need it to survive, but it is not everything. Granted it is helpful, but you have to know how to maybe live with less, and how to survive on less of it. The place where a person might feel this the most is at there place of employment, or your family.
You have to know your worth, and how that you can not let the the dollar control you. Lose it and keep it moving.
Why don’t you love me? I never understood why Because you are dead inside
Every day I try and try
The answer never seems to come
Why don’t you love me?
I tried to find the light in you
But you always end up bringing out the dark in me
Because you are dead inside.
Your voice is no longer my joy
Yet I need to hear it to keep breathing
Why don’t you love me?
Yesterday was good
One morning when I awake
And see that you are not there
I will stop asking why you don’t love me.
I will remember that you are no longer here to answer because you were gone all alone.