Today was a day.
One that has brought me joy, but even more pain.
I was able to see the light, the closer I got to it became harder to see.
My joy is so far gone, that my light does not know how to stay bright.
I wake up each day thinking that everything can be better,
But as the sun goes down, more and more it become untrue.
I hate my light.
Joy no longer lives here.
I am no longer here.
You are no longer here.
I wish that we could meet one last time.
Maybe that is why my light can never be bright.
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Today I will not be sad.
I chose not to be the darkness friend.
The thirst for it no longer exists,
At least not yet.
I woke up and I saw the light.
It was not the one I used to want to see,
It was the one that I needed to see.
It was the one that my heart had to feel.
The one my soul has yarn for,
But I was too afraid to let it in.
The dark has always been my friend.
Seeing light was something new.
I usually always choose the worst.
Today I have decided to choose what is best.
I could be wrong, and it could be gone with the morning sun.
But today and hopefully the next,
I will only see the light.
At least I hope.
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So I know it has been awhile since I been on here, but I have been doing a lot of thinking, and trying to figure everything out. To be honest I am more confuse then ever. I know everything that I want, but every time that I think that I am close I get knock back down. I must say that I am starting to believe in myself more than I have been the last few months. It just seems as if everyday something else happen. Take yesterday for instance, my aunt told me that her dad died yesterday, who is also my granddad. I only met him once, about a two years ago. My mother never talks to him, but my aunt was very close to him. It was just weird thing to experience. I am still searching for what I need to do to be better than I was yesterday. I am just not sure if I can do it.
Something else has happen since the last time I posted. I told you that I was writing my first screenplay, well I still have not finish, I still have not written anything, but I did actually did an outline for it. I think that is a step in the right directions. The goal is still to be finish by the end of the year. Stay safe.
There has been a lot going on in the world now, and I honestly I do not know what to say. I have seen a lot in my 29 years on the earth, some good and some bad. I know people expect me act and say things a certain way because I am black, but to be honest I cannot find the words to say anything. What I have decided to do was to take action, and learn ways in which I can make things better.
I grew up with my mother working for the county jail, and I know how hard she works, but I also know how much harder she has to work because she is black. I also know how hard it is for African Americans with the police. I can honestly say just because he was black. My cousin went missing almost 15 years ago, and till this day we have no clue what happen to him. That’s Alabama
I really do not know what to say except that we need to make a change soon
The show is over.
It is time to say goodbye.
Though you would like to stay awhile.
The sun has come and gone.
The moon is now basking in its light.
You go back to the day the light went away.
The dark was all that help you.
All that covers you and yet it was also all that scared you.
You thought tomorrow was wrong and today was right.
Then one day the moon gain light.
It showed you hope.
You were no longer in the dark.
You were now walking in your light.
This is still a work in progress.