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What is wrong with me?
Why am I always in pain?
Is this what I deserve?
Am I not good enough?
I do not know, but the one thing I do know is I am tired.
The hurting just keeps coming, every day, and the cut gets deeper and deeper.
I can no longer stop the bleeding.
It lays beside me as I go to sleep.
I can taste it when I eat.
The pain has become normal, and I do not know if that is good or bad.
Will it ever stop?
At this point I do not think so.
I am starting to think that is okay.
This is all I got.
Everything that I want seems to be slipping further and further away.
My life is no longer mine.
The pain I once feared has become my best friend.
Is this all I will ever have.
I honestly do not know.
Whatever you ask I always say yes,
Do I mean to say yes no?
Yet all I can say is yes.
It hurts my pride to let you down.
Though it hurts me worse to tell you yes,
I suck up the tears and move alone.
I never ask for thanks,
Though they are rarely given
When it comes to you, I will always say yes.
It exposed me to your wealth,
It also brought me exposure to your wreath.
Does it cause me fear yes?
But when it comes to you, I will always say yes.
One day you will notice that I have always been there for you,
I never wanted to let you down.
It hurts so bad that I you can not see me for what I am,
You only see me for what I do.
Until that day comes,
Where I am not just a yes man
You will see me for what I am.
The person who has only tried to give you all
That is why I will always say yes.