Poem: Okay

You come to me and ask what is wrong?

All I can say is I’m fine.

I smile and walk on by.

You try and speak to me, and my words stop before I can answer.

The joy that lived within me has all but vanish.

I do not know me.

I do not know the person I have become.

I just know the hurt that lives within my pain.

The pain that I refuse to say from where it came.

Deep down I want you know that this is not me.

This is the me that you have made.

The person that was created to help you heal.

Then you got well, and I feel ill.

I try to go back to one that was here before.

I think currently that is no more.

My ship has sailed, and my love has failed.

This is the new me.

The one that has no words but smile just make sure you are okay.

Poem: Last Destiny

Why do you do this to me?

As much as I try to love you all it does is make me hurt.

I give and give and all you do is take.

There is nothing left for me to give myself.

It always seems as if I am giving it all to you.

Then I get nothing in return.

Is that all I am to you a person that is only good to take from?

That is the life that I am living.

This bond that was once unbreakable is about to shatter.

The heart wants what it wants, and now it is starting to not want you.

The one person that you are destined to love is making that destiny hard to fulfill.

Time is running out and the things you have taken are starting to add up.

There is no tomorrow for what I need to do

I think this is for the best, so I must leave you.

I can forgive what you have taken, but I cannot forget what I have given.

This is the last call, and I cannot call anymore.

I wish you well, but I wish it more for me.

Poem: loving you

There is something that I need to say.

I do not know if the words will be enough.

The time you have given me is worth a lot more than I have given you.

The tears have made a pool full of sorrow has me drowning without help.

This is the time for us to grow and move with the way of the world.

Yet I am scared to know if you feel the same.

The journey to find you was long and sometimes I question was it worth it.

The battles were hard, and I am tired of trying to win.

Is coming out on top all that this relationship has left.

That the loser has no choice but to lower their head in shame.

Then accept defeat as it is.

This needs to end we need to movie like a mighty hurricane and change our course.

I said it before, and I will say it again.

I am sorry.

The truth I just do not love you anymore.

Poem: Storm

Why are you here?

I thought this was not the place you wanted to be.

The storm did not bring the rain that you hope for.

It brought the thunder and the lighting I prayed for.

The things that would make you scream.

The love that once stood the test of time is falling with every puzzle piece.

There is nothing here not even hopes and dreams.

The love has faded, and you never notice untiled the page was almost gone.

The eraser has been out on us, and it is almost complete.

Love and life are not meant for us.

The battle of the sun is not worth the life of the moon.

You may not agree with me just know the storm has given us a pass.

A chance to move and it is time for me to let you go.

I do not cry over the love that is lost.

I cry for the things that were not gain.

The battle is not worth the fight.

The storm is finally over and now I see the light.

Poem: Loneliness

It is the last day of loneliness.

All my hopes and dreams are coming to true.

I get to wake up to you and see the rays of life that has bless you.

You smile will be my alarm, and you laugh will keep me warm.

The hours are ticking by, and I can feel you creeping up next to me.

It is feeling that I never want to leave.

It is a way of life that I have only dream.

Could this be, could my destiny finally be fulfilled.

The hours and minutes keep disappearing.

The day I have wanted to share with someone is upon us.

Now if only this was not a dream.

Then it would be perfect.

Sadly, it is, the loneliness resides still in my heart.        

This is the day that my cut only grew deeper.

The day you left me, and loneliness became my way of life.

I have it all, yet I have nothing.

I wish you would come back, but sadly you want.

I guess it on to the next day of loneliness.