Poem: Rising

It is early in the morning, the sun has still not rose.

I am out of my bed thinking about my day.

It will be the same as yesterday.

My hope and dreams are gone. I am no longer me.

I cannot see the stars, even with my light being almost out.

The trees are no longer making a sound.

The wind is not my friend.

My life is no longer my life.

My friends are no longer my friends.

The dreams that I dreamt are floating away.

I need to find a new me or least look for the old me.

The one that gives me strength and the one that will be worth living.

My time is now, and my hope is forever.

The sun is down now, but I know one day it will rise.

Poem: Can We Talk?

Hello can we talk?

There is so much I want to say and do.

Right now, all I can do is just feel.

Can you do that with me.

Let us just be one in the moment.

You do not have to speak.

I feel the earth moving, my heart beating, and breaking.

I never though this day would come.

A time where we could just be, and nothing else.

Our love is growing, yet I feel it is separating.

That is why I am glad that we are here now.

We are face to face.

This is a moment that I never knew could be.

I need to say something, but words no longer exist.

I am asking you can you feel my heart.

Can you feel my love, my hurt and my wanting for more?

That is all I can say right now.

That is all that needs to be done.

We have, yesterday, and we I hope we can have tomorrow.

If we cannot talk today, we have the rest of our live to get the words out.

They may not be pretty; they may not be kind.

The truth of the matter they may not be filled with love.

The one thing for sure they will be heard.

So, I ask again can we talk?

Play it safe

Another week and more thinking that I have been doing, or at least trying to do. There is so much going on and nothing going on at the same time, that I do not know what is going on sometimes. I have no room to complain. Has anyone made decision and thought about was it the right one? That is what I am going through right now. I must make a choice and I think I made one, but I am not sure it is correct.

The choice I made is something I do not want to make, but it is one that is needed now. I do not think that I am ready for what is about to happen, and I am scared to find out the outcome. I like to play it safe, but I know I must make a tough choice if I want to succeed in life. Only time will tell, I guess.

Poem: Always be there

I hate you, but I need you.

I tried to love you, but it broke me.

I used to run to you, now I run from you.

You were my strength, but I became your desire.

The love we shared had no bounds.

The hurt we hold is stronger than the ground.

The hope we shared is no longer there.

The love of my life I can never call again.

I wish we this did not happen, but it did.

The you plus me was all we had.

Then it became much more than we could bear.

Tomorrow is a new day, fir us to see.

Will it be one to remember or one that blows through the trees.

Look up at the sky and you will see me.

I will always be there; you just might not see.

Movie Review: Ghost(1990)

This movie was one that I was not sure about until I was much older. Now, I have to watch it every time I see it. This movie has something for almost everybody, and the most important thing is that it makes you think. That is very important for me about anything I watch. I think everyone should watch this just to escape the world. It will make you happy trust me. If you don’t you will be in danger.