Poem: Trees in the Fall

What does my pain mean to you?

Right now, I can say it means nothing at all.

If I say no you push and push until you get your way.

No matter how many times I say that I cannot do you what you ask.

My cries go unanswered like the trees going into the fall.

My branches are all but gone, yet you still ask for more.

I usually do what you say.

Now I am breaking like the last little tree down the way.

I ask for nothing and yet I am still wrong.

When I tell you no understand that is what I mean.

That my saying no is not meant to hurt you.

Those are just my leaves leaving my soul.

It is hurting me to let them fall.

I have no request and I have no answers.

As the leaves fall know that those are my tears.

Each leaf is tear I wish I did not have to shed.

Poem: Your Dreams

I see the words, but the paper is blank.

The story that is in my head cannot leave my body.

The thing that I love is one that I cannot have.

Stories are being told, but the pen cannot fit in my hand.

The thing that makes me move is also the thing that keep me still.

I do not know where to start, but I do know how it ends.

To tell is to sing without words.

It is to walk without moving.

I cannot tell you what is happening.

I just know a dream is blossoming, but the nightmare is still around.

Movie Review: Parasite(2019)

I must say when I finally watched this movie, I was quite surprised about how good it was. Parasite must be one the best movies that came out within the last couple of years. I know a lot of people do not like to watch forging movies, and they do not like to read the subtitles, but you get used to it. To be honest you do not even notice them after a while. I must admit that it took me some time to get used to it, but once the movie gets to the second act it picks up. This is a movie you watch if you have time and watch to learn.

The one thing that stood out to me was the storytelling. It was different than almost anything that I have ever seen. This made me want to tell stories like this, something that was different. Bong Joon-ho did a fantastic job with this movie.