Poem: Can We Talk?

Hello can we talk?

There is so much I want to say and do.

Right now, all I can do is just feel.

Can you do that with me.

Let us just be one in the moment.

You do not have to speak.

I feel the earth moving, my heart beating, and breaking.

I never though this day would come.

A time where we could just be, and nothing else.

Our love is growing, yet I feel it is separating.

That is why I am glad that we are here now.

We are face to face.

This is a moment that I never knew could be.

I need to say something, but words no longer exist.

I am asking you can you feel my heart.

Can you feel my love, my hurt and my wanting for more?

That is all I can say right now.

That is all that needs to be done.

We have, yesterday, and we I hope we can have tomorrow.

If we cannot talk today, we have the rest of our live to get the words out.

They may not be pretty; they may not be kind.

The truth of the matter they may not be filled with love.

The one thing for sure they will be heard.

So, I ask again can we talk?

Poem: Always be there

I hate you, but I need you.

I tried to love you, but it broke me.

I used to run to you, now I run from you.

You were my strength, but I became your desire.

The love we shared had no bounds.

The hurt we hold is stronger than the ground.

The hope we shared is no longer there.

The love of my life I can never call again.

I wish we this did not happen, but it did.

The you plus me was all we had.

Then it became much more than we could bear.

Tomorrow is a new day, fir us to see.

Will it be one to remember or one that blows through the trees.

Look up at the sky and you will see me.

I will always be there; you just might not see.

Poem: Search

Where have you been?

I have search for you for the last couple of years.

I looked and looked but noting came.

Then one day I stop, and you appeared.

My heart started to open that day.

It was not easy, it was torture.

Pain is a beautiful thing when the result is meaningful.

You are my pain, and I am yours.

That is why we can no longer look at each other.

We do hurt well, and over time it no longer hurts.

You will always be my rock, and the one I will give my heart to.

My heart just can no longer break.

The pieces are shattered.

It is time to look again.

This time I am looking to go.

I found the one that was for me.

You fixed the whole that was my heart.

It just broke the part that was put together.

Now we just must go search for the best.

We just cannot be one.

Poem: Forgive

The sun is out today.

The sun was out yesterday but was not as bright.

I hope it comes out tomorrow, so maybe I can see it.

I remember the last time you saw the sun.

It was only for a second, but it seemed as if it lasted for hours.

I remember the tears, that ran down your face.

The hurt I caused that made you that way.

I never said I was sorry.

I just let the pain sit on the depths of your heart.

Instead of trying to heal it, I only stirred the pot.

Do I feel sorry, yes, will I apologize no.

I know I should, but my heart is hurt too.

My pain is ignored because yours is worst.

Pain is pain and neither one of us did the right thing.

We both had the knife, and the only difference is you stuck first.

I just went a little deeper.

That is what made us.

This is also what broke us.

Maybe tomorrow I will feel different, but now I just cannot say I am sorry.

Poem: Vision

I used to be able to see the vision.

Now, it is starting to blur.

I do not know what is happening to me.

My eyes have never been the sharpest, but that always saw everything clear.

I knew what me was besides, but I kept looking for what was behind me.

 Even when I should be looking forward, I kept looking back.

For what I do not know why.

The future has always been a mystery.

I wanted it so bad that vison of it never became clear.

I need hope, but the only thing I can see is the fear.

It was what drove me and what makes me think of yesterday.

Yesterday always makes me think it was good.

That vision was never clear.