What is happening now?
Is this real or am I living in my dream’s nightmare.
The things that I cannot see are staring me in the face of me being lost.
Hurt is something that I no longer feel.
It is something that I live, and I accept it every day.
I see what could be, but the space for it I cannot find.
It is felt with unwanted desire and hopes of the things that I lost.
Everything around me is moving and once again I am standing still.
I see life passing me by, but I never can get off that train.
I just watch them go by and try for the next stop.
Will this be me forever?
Will I make it to the other side?
Which other side will I chose?
The one that I see a future.
Could it be the one that makes it all clear yet is filled with the unknown?
I do not know I just know this side no longer wants me.