Have you even seen the sun grow?
Have you even seen the moon go back into it shadow?
Have you ever wondered why I do not sleep?
The thought of waking up and not seeing you gave me chills worse than any nightmares.
It is hard to know what it would feel like to not have love.
Would I be, okay?
Would I just sink like quicksand?
You laugh and I try not to cry.
The truth is you do not care.
You do not love like me so how would you know.
Do you try to, no but I do?
I shed tears like the largest rainfall.
I bleed just to call your name.
Have you cared for the things I do?
Have you ever just thought of me?
I can say that I never did.