What did I do?
I thought I was going right, now somehow, I have gone left.
This was not the plan; this is not me.
I miss the old me the one that was hurt and confused.
The one that knew how to win, but always lose.
I jump and I landed, but it still seems as if I missed.
My better choice has left me more broken then heal.
The stress is gone, but the pain still leaves on.
Is this me?
Is this life I am living?
Why do I lose even when I win?
The chance to thrive has left me heartbroken inside.
There is no more for me to do, I am lost, and I truly do not know what to do.
The hope for better, has caused me pain for what I miss.
I guess the test is pass, and now how can I still miss.
Better is not always right, sometimes being hurt is what gives you your meaning of life.
Life has no meaning without just being.