What is wrong with me?
Why am I always in pain?
Is this what I deserve?
Am I not good enough?
I do not know, but the one thing I do know is I am tired.
The hurting just keeps coming, every day, and the cut gets deeper and deeper.
I can no longer stop the bleeding.
It lays beside me as I go to sleep.
I can taste it when I eat.
The pain has become normal, and I do not know if that is good or bad.
Will it ever stop?
At this point I do not think so.
I am starting to think that is okay.
This is all I got.
Everything that I want seems to be slipping further and further away.
My life is no longer mine.
The pain I once feared has become my best friend.
Is this all I will ever have.
I honestly do not know.