The sun is starting to set.
The day is almost done, and I am still where I was when it came up.
I cannot move, my feet are glued to the floor.
I keep watching people walk by.
They waive and say hello, but I cannot not speak back.
They must think that I am a fool.
The truth is I am.
I do not like it here, but something is making me stay.
I miss my people. I miss us.
I need to get up and move, but life is too cruel to let me.
This is not where I belong, and I know this is not where you would want me.
I remember there was a time that I knew what I wanted.
That change on the rainy summer day, that happens once in a blue moon.
The trees no longer grow, the flowers that you planted no longer bloom.
I have no soul.
Why can I not leave?
I know you want come back, but every day I sit and wait that you will come back.
That is why I cannot move.
I may look like a fool, but when I see you everything will be cool.
Maybe tomorrow I will move.