Has anybody ever had a day where you just don’t know what to do, and everything is going wrong for you and you do not think anything is worth it anymore. Well that is what I am feeling like today. The last couple of days almost week I have just felt what the hell am I doing with my life. This something that has been going on with me since last year ( you can tell by my blog post), but lately it just seems to intensify. I just feel like this not worth it at all.
I think that it could of been the holiday season, or the fact that my 30th birthday is coming up, and this is not what I had plan on doing at this age. To me everything just seem off, I am slowing losing my purpose for life and what I want out of it, and I feel like I just need a break. from the day to day for maybe a month. There is a bunch stuff I wanted to do before 30, but sometimes things do not go as plan. I am not going to let that stop me. I have to learn and get use to the fact that there is no timetable for your life. Nothing will ever go as plan, but you can’t be down on yourself. That is what I want to do this year. The only thing that I want is to be happy, everyday and not worry about things that are out of my control. I have enough stress in my life, and I do not need to add anything more.
That is a lesson we all can take this year. Don’t worry about things that are not making you happy. If it not working find a way to make yourself happy. Money is not one of them I have learn, as my grandma always said ” you can’t take it with you.” This is the year to be happy and stay there.