I am tired.
I mean tired.
I am so used to the hurt
That I forgot how it feels to bleed.
It seems as if I am numb to the pain like Novocain
Does that even make sense?
To me I do not know,
I am just here to please
And let you feel at ease.
This thing is hard,
And knowing that I got to keep living it
Makes me wonder when will it be enough?
If I am honest there is no answer to that question.
Sometimes I just want a moment to breath.
Then I think of why I am here,
Is because you stop.